Friday, December 29, 2006
Hey yayat..Many tings hapen..hey2..change of ma blog..how do u find it? well..did all by maself.. hehek.. luk much beta.. love it!! muacks!!Hey..i got 2 noe dis guy..by e name of zai..well..motive aku..cume nk uat kwn..tup2..dea dah terpaot kat aku..here..take a luk wad he text me.. "Dis gd nyte ms cum wif a confession...Frankly speakin actuali i reali m attracted 2 u as u r reali e gurl of my type.. & lots more"
hm..i dun wana break his hart nor mine..i've enuf.. juz wan b loyal w u noe hu..i still him.. i mean..no1 stand a chance to take up his place in ma heart..evn there is..still dey wun stand a chances to win bck my hart..its w him.. my pwecious saiful.. hm..ku tknk ar.. tknk pisah dgn dea.. ku syg dea...syg sesgt..
susah...niat nk uat kwn..kwn rapat.. but i dun wan him 2 treat me u noe..special.. i only cn see him as my best buddy..ntg much..but his waiting 4 my presence.. evn though we use to meet up n haf sum fun.now.i cant do dat..i mean its lyk..afta e confession he made 2 me plenty of tym..its really make me fil wierd.. u noe..i dun wan gib him any hope.. n he do noes dat...frm e startin of our frenshp..i min b4 i get 2 noe him..i did tell his fwen off..i juz can take him as my fwen..watev..cls fwen or wad..as long we r FRIENDS.. & dey do agree to my decision..but its not fair.
As tym goes by... he fell 4 me.. wen e fact i've told em dat i juz can take u as my fwen...he still awaits for me..u noe..thru out our frenship..lyk 1 dae i will open up to him n take him..but i noe i wun..its not EZ for me to replace him!! i still nid him!! i still love him as much as eva!!
i love him...saiful.. i nid u pwecious..erm...yeah..lyk ive told u..nobody can replace u in ma heart..dey dun stand a chances in one wae or another..dun chgne wud u? pls..dun..
Luf u..*muaCks*
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4:56 AM!