Wednesday, July 19, 2006
It's
1:34 AM!
Yat....hm!!! aku rindu dea!! (i.i) rindu sgt!!! kompem skg dea tgh bobok...mimpi aper ehk dea.. Niari pgi jmpe dea...yeahU!! Tapi pgi rmh kwn dea...aku tkt!! doa2kn aku yat...harap tkd pape..aku tk biase...doa2 la....slamat kn la aku...amin....muackZ!! miss him liao!!
It's
1:10 AM!
Thursday, July 13, 2006
Dear yayaT..At last e dae i waited 4 struck in reality wrld...Not FnaLanTasy..NOT N.A.T.O..
Let me beGin..
Ok...12 July 2006...oNce mRe a memorable dae 4 me...Once Mre e beSt daE of thE weeK.. ok... we met...kte g jmpe...date lar bengap! hahakz...aitez...lek2...ternmpk faisal...adk nyer huda.. pas 2... ok...gerek seh yat!! we tok...we lauf... & we evn cried...haiZ!! sweet maut nyer maut sak!! haha...caeR jek aku...all e way dok...
Hehe...well...i did tell u dat i wan him 2 belai2 rmbut aku...baring kat lap aku kn?! hahakZ... well...it did happen...yeah!! :P tapi nie kali terbalik..aku lak yg baring pat lap dea...ngatok siot... pnat seh...tapi...sebab nk jmpe dea nyer psl kn...tkpe!! aku sangop!! hahaKZ... gereK...
tk sangke..tk ku sangke...rentak kteorg sme...meant 2 be 2gther mah...haha...
....hm...lebam sak tgn aku kne cubit!! byk lak 2!! tapi tk sakit!! haha!! fuN seh!! tickle2...haha!! yeah!!! aku dah dpt dea nyer weakess point!!! :P hahakz!! asset je...haha...cute!!! mErah padam siol muke dea yat!!haha!!I had a tremendous wonderful great lovely tyM...: Saat indah aku bersma mu..dibelai cinta suci taburan bunga cinta sucimu..harum subur di ati...muaCks!!
Hm...standard ar...balek lmbt g! haha...9:45pm aku pai rmh...kne tanyer skit jek...tk kne mrh..:P aper yg ku blh kate kn...ill luf him so much mre...yeah...its true... No joke.. berkati la hubungan kami...amin..ko doa2 kn aku yer yat...saye sygg abg sayer so much...well..aku dah ngatok ar...nk bobok...u slip tite 2... luf ya...muacKZ!!
It's
6:24 AM!
Dear Yat....ok..lets hope aper yg aku write kat sni tk hlg g...haha...fed up siot aku!! 2lis pnat2... haiz..haha...
hang suang btol ler...hehe...ok... niari...
13 July 2006...sch was not bad...amaths tcher tk dtg...yeahu!! tapi yg ambek kteorg 2..ok...shes sweet n lovely.. very cute...short..oopS..haha..tk aik seh...hm...niari kn khamis..suppose aku kne g buddy reading..tk jadi bpa d project..haha...nie part nie gerek...dat tym mase aku kat coffee shop joo seng rd...ade lar "mamat sisco" nie...haha..ok not bad..blm tahan... tgk aku tersengeh2...per steam sak! haha...aku step tk nmpk...pe ke hal lar dea... tapi not bad... 2 bad i love aBg!! hehe.. pas 2 ta pau mkn...g rmh kimchi... haha..gerek...
Ko tao tk...haha...kwn aku c janice dgn shu jin asyik gadoh jek!! hahakz kekek abiz!! tkle angkat!! hahakz...afta yum2...standard aku paling last bis mamz..den..jeng3...check frenster..tgk c musibat nyer pro..siak..yat2...hahakz...nie part paling cruel!! but i lub it soo much!!! hahakz... ok..uka tgk ehem....my ass even nicer!!hahakz...pukimek! haha!!tk pnh2 aku tgk shu jin bingit... dea ckp..."ee yer...lyk shit!!" hahakz...kekek2...tkle angkat...hahakz..
Thru out the whole dae @ her hse...i cnt stop laufing!!! really had a great tym over der!! hahakz...snap here...snap der...posing here...posing der...posing ehk yat...bkn POSES tao!!best! it c kimchi dah anuh semue den i show u aitezz laling? muackz!
Well...till hRe...tC..Luf ya!! muaccks!!
It's
5:35 AM!
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Yat!!! bingit sak aku!! aku nyer post haix!!! babi lar!!!! ar!!!!! pnat2 jek aku type...hm!!! tkpe lar...yg kali aku write g.... pnat siol..... da la!
It's
6:10 AM!
Sunday, July 09, 2006
niari.....haiz...yat....aku tk tao naper....aku bgn...teros aku nangis...kelakar....1 mcm nyer rser.... sdeh....aku nangis entah bpe kali...no reason...actually got reason...tapi aku tknk luah kn sni... hm...sdeh...tapi..aku sempat mintak maaf dgn mama....cian mama...tkt + teperanjat... haha... tkpe...as long aku dah dpt per yg ku hajat kn yat..haha..ok ler...t ku rite g k...luf ya.... muacks!!
It's
6:59 PM!
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Ok yat!...Let me xpress it all out now!!Yat...slm kekek seh! syful step nk tarok gmbr dea dgn c sial 2! haha! He deny wif me... No matter wad,he stil cnt 4get me...still luf me? hm..maeb! No1 noe him beta den me...cian c pmpn 2.. kompem tgh merane dgn syful..haha...nk sgt dea kn... sbr lao sebyk mane ko blh.. limit2 kne tahan dea pea attitude! t gadoh tk bis2...rabak...bodoh sak huda... hidayat orite per... blh tahan jgk pe compared 2 syful..well..i dun wish 2 noe wad going wrg wif her n him.. i cnt deny syful got wad a woman wud wan 2 haf frm a man... (attention etc..) BUT! perangai dea jek tkle accecpt! Tkle angkot siol! gadoh tk biz2... 2 part yg ku bingit! lGy pon...dea senang kesian kn seorg wanita yg perlukn sympathy dgn bg2 mudah!! haiXSS!!
RaNFuL; Love is forever not 4 a moment.. The darkest syd as lifted as he let sum1 in his lyf..Even "perfect love" cant stop someone frm him..e most loving thing i cud do 4 sumone is to move on w/out him!! BLOODY RECTUM!!
Jgn dea gunekn pmpn 2 nk lupe kn aku sudah..pe 2...2 fill up his empty hart...2 let her noe,hw much he suffer...haiyoz!! manusie paling cruel & terbodoh aku pnh knl!! nk gunekn sesorg 2 hurt me??! aiyoZ!! wad a beast!! Dip dwn i still noe he hart me.. BUT!! im not goin bck 2 him 4 e 10th tym ever agen!! MY FINAL DECISION!! ( blh meletop sak! ) EVEN IF HE E LAST MAN ON DIS PLANET!! kte break psl adk dea yg tersyg...(now gul dea...haha..kekek btol) 2 pon dea yg mtk.. kimek..*sdeh + menyesal pon d...bab aku sud gve heR 2 him earlier.... aku yg patot tgalkn dea.. tgal kn dea seawl yg patot!! kehadiran 2 pmpn,memusnahkn kn hubungan kami...Ar!! tk heran sak!! aku klr dari puk* mak dea per... kimek! suay! sa dpt dea! well... aku break dgn muz pon bap c syful.. haiz!! RANFuL? 50% of it frm her...n 50% of it frm him.. otak letak pat panta pe sak...otak mati!! dat tym aku single kn babi...
Liliq cume tlg cheer up kn aku jek...otak mati sak...btol2 mati.... nie case otak bengap..haha..babi lar.. HaiyoZ...RaNFuL..meaningles!! ders no meaning 2wrds RaNFuL..juz a name which i created once upon a tym.. " Once upon a time" ehk..?! siak jek.. Hiaz!! kenangan yg tk patot aku kenang kn!! haha..suria perangai sak!! haha!! per ku ksh yat..pe ku heran!! Fact per! tgalkn aku bap 2 betine..puki lar! per spare tyre skg... spe uat sper... Attituude nyer case lar nie.. Nie lar jatan.. "Pride...Ego..." yuckz! dis kind of ppl really sux 2 e cock!! menyampak siol! butoZ lar!!
Hm...actuslly yat...tym stead...ard 16 June ar...dat tym crisis g..aku stead dgn bai...pas 2 break...haha...gler per mat rep! suke ati la...aslkn dea bahagie...i dun mind...pas 2..on the 20th june...aku stead g... haha!! ampai lar skg!! kekal abadi!! yeahU!! ok... bck 2 him.. hm...dgr2 cerite...dea drink..?! haha...nk lari dari masalah ker boy! minum nk lupekn aku?? no matter wad,u cnt!! yat2...biol sak otak dea....
Aku hirau per seh...limit2 2 pmpn risau kat dea..ah!! haha...i juz noe him 2 well... my gesture... cud b a fact... though hes happy...Hes not frm e insyd!! still cnt 4get me...take a long tym...crying 4 me...Gosh...Hw long shall he completely 4get me...Luvnig dat bitch truly...Yo!! not ma pblm!! Juz xpressing all out... NO MATTER WAD!! I STILL LUF ASYIK!! dun u weri yat...juz thrwing all out n gona flush it awy... haha...i swear! sincerely...i will!!! aku tk jiwang ampai nk melalak2.. ee!! tk maen lar!! learn frm muz...ThankS muz..thaNks liliq!!
Muz..learn alot frm him...frm my mistakes...thru out our rshp wif muz.. smart choices 4 u 2 make e decision.. tk slh kn dea.. hope u found the rite wan... e wan dat u haf owaes wanted... im sowie..if i realise my mistake earlier, i sud haf left him straight awy... Choose u over him.. & thankS 4 evertink.. Thanks 4 waking me up in e wrLd of FnaLanTasY...ThaNKs 4 everytink..n permergianmu terasa kehlgan u..
Frm all my mistake...i sud learn frm it.. Not doing it agen...muz take gud cre of asyik..not hurting him.. 4 all dat hu noe me.. (xcluding syful n her) im sowie... Hopefuly u guyz r happy wif ya luf 1...maafkn la diriku ini.. Hm!!! being childish i guess!! i tink so!! haha!! had a great tym xpressing myself in dis journal yat... haha..RaNFuL..indeed it is a long story.. ade lgy.. jgn tkt!! TraJika...
RaNFuL5...RaNfuL..RaNFuL...hm!! tk masod per pon!! juz a name..no meaning towards it!! it used 2 haf alot of meaning..now BULLSHIT!! JUZ BULLSHIT!! COW-DUNK..per lgy shit yg ko nk...haha!! kimek...busted sak aku!! haha!! minah2..minah rep btl la! haha!! well 2 bad IM NOT A MINAH/MINAH REP...IM JUZ M,MASELF & I...SURIA...i noe my attitude sux aite nw...but im juz xprssin maself out..Voice...Voices..haha..Jgn uat aku beleteh...t tkle diam...haha... mcm skg..nk masok 3 period aku tulis nie bende..haha...Dasyat!! HAving fun!! Kimberlyn.. WAKE UP!! dun slip...nw eng period...spe suroh tgk bola..hahha... Germany kalah!! Yeahu!! haha!! busted sak aku!!
Dis is my 6th page..oh ya..DB!! syful did tell u dat i n him haf met aite? well we didnt!! haha!! ampai dunie kiamat pon tk jmpe2....keje 2 keje jgk...ALASAN!! REASON...BULLSHIT!!! sundal lar...bingit sak aku!!
In case syful read dis...well i stead wif e guy dat u dares me 2 take him dat tym he cum my place!! e guy whom stayed @ CCK...all e way here 2 meet diana... rmbr??!! well Im leading way 2 much happy lyf wif him!! thaNks 4 daring me over 2 giB him a chanCe!! indeed u rite! hes beta den u r!! well.. im rude m i? well...i tink i sud! u make me all dis u ass!! u r forcing me 2!! 2 ko per suar d** ar nk terime ke tk...Terase ke tk... 2 ko nyer hal..haha..busted sak suria!! puki sak perangai aku... ok lar...4 those hu read dis...yg tkd kne mengene...jgn d hard feeling kat aku... im just xpressing my anger...dun judge me so fast... biasa lar lau org perangai dah sot mcm aku nie...haha...phm2 jek... well taking cre!!
THANKS YAT!!! LUF YA!! muaackZ!!
It's
4:57 AM!
Hm...YaT!!!benci ar!! tk suke tao!!! niari cancel!! hmph!!! i'm hoping 4 2dae last2 tk jadi!! argh!! tk suke lar...tapi dea keje... cian dea...hm..tkpe lar...undastand undastood jek...at least dea da blg aku awl2...Nt lyk sum ppl!! uat aku 2gu mcm 2gol! haiz! da hstroy!! toaSt!! hm...syg abg aku...2 bad hes only mine!!! muaackz!! hehe...check out ma nxt post... RaNFuL... ;P i luf it!
It's
4:39 AM!
Ok yaYat...Slm ku klr dgn all my beloved cuZ...all of em...xcpt 4 ank2 ahmad...haha.. not bad lar... best part... Byk2 tmpt...
Our destination...TM---->City Hall--->Marina Square(not shake square..hahah..abg2..)--->LJS--->Esplanade--->Tiong Bahru--->BeDok--->Home Sweet Home..*wiNks*
aku suke...biasa ar! mana lgy!! Esplanade jgk! hahaha... Very claming & peacefuL...Paling happening pat tIong BaHru... satu2 mcm ank tiong!! haha... LOL!! kecOh gler!! very3 happening + kecoh!!! haha! paling2 aku yg tkle stop ketawe!! hahakz! ifan2...gerek sak!! da lme tk klr dgn dorg! pgi Mac nk tgk dea...tk kesampaian...kotor sak table mac!! aku yg uat... haha... u sud b in dat situation!! i juz cnt stop laufing!!! got tummy ache k! hahah! miss dos laufter,humour..Hahhakz!! Best dae of e week!! Not a MOnday Blue i guessed! Yeah 4 sure! ;P
It's
4:23 AM!
Yat.....ok yat...niari...2 july.... youth dae + cik oli budae... wah2... haha... ade ular...tk pnh2...g laut jmpe ular...2 ekor... oh ya!! yaT!! cn u believe dis...aku sendiri tk sangke! haha..ok let me tell u... cn u believe dis yat..kwn cik oli nk knl2 dgn aku!!! omg!! haha!! Hes 37yrs old dis year!! Dorg ckp dea hansem...Keje high cLass u!! LoadeD!! haha! tapi ku tknk ar! dah expired sak! haha! lau nk blh...anggap aku as ank angkat ker..pape ar...jgn ler terangkat sudah...t nk letak asyik kat ner?! hehe! NO WAY!! walaupon he got car,cash,credit...im not luking frwd... not luking 4 $!! Luking 4 a sincere true luf...& i believe,asyik are pouring all over me each sec!! muacKz!! kwn cik oli ehk nk knl2 dgn aku...haha....CUTE!! nk jmpe aku malu! hahahaha!! aiyOZ!! lpas abg ridzal,dea lak... dah lame seh aku tk nmpk abg ridZ..rindu seh! hehe! ok lar...abg ridz not bad lar.. Joker jgk... HanSem jgk... nk aku..tapi dat tym aku attch dgn epul...so cnt... but nice 2 haf him as my brO!! dah tue!! haha! 20+...hm...gak2 ko..plus dea 2 bape byk ar... hahaha.. watever lar... ok ler yat... aku outz k syg...
Syg ko!! no matter wad,u r still d best!! muaccKZ!! such a great listener!! muackZ!! thkZ 4 being der 4 me!
It's
4:12 AM!
Yat...
hm....duty....PL duty... SJAB ku tk g....aiyoz...pnat nyer...art nyte...pnat gler sak! aku balik,mandi teros bam! pnat seh.......body ache....ouch! ouchy ouch! hm...k lar...y m i feeling so weak....ar!! ok lar syg...ku g duLu... slip tiTe darlink! muackZ!! (-.-) zzzZzzZ
It's
4:03 AM!
yat!!! Physic!! ma fav sub!! ma foot ar!! haha!! boring siol...mendak! aku tk tao mcmner nk focus kat nie sub! e most i hate!! so sucky!!! yuCks!! asl lar tkle choose chem + Bio... aiyOZ... haIZ!! no matter wad, aku mesti buckle up!!! aLL e beSt!! hm!! msg dea...ard 2am.. at last...dpt chatter chit dgn dea!! hm...tk sangke ku yat....dea lbeh loving dari aku sangkekn... yat.... aku gembire.... yat...aku syg dea so much yat.... syg dea so much tao!! well...gona treasure hm 4 lyf!! outz!! yat... doa2 kn aku dgn dea k yat? syg ko!!! muaackZ!!
It's
3:55 AM!
Hm... Yayat...ok....1st dae of sch was ok2...not bad...aku mimpi dea mtk break!! tkt seh! nie part yg aku tknk! aku harap...kte kekal di dunie dan jgk di akhirat...amiN ya rabi amin... dea kater, he do nitink 4 me...nitink @ all..how sweet is dat! tapi tk sweet as muz..haiz...i do nitink 4 u, even if i have 2 my lyf juz 2 c u hapy! how sweet is dat!! tapi tkpelar... N trUe... Luf me mre den i Luf him...hehe...well..gona treasure him!! susah nk dpt tao!! mesti ikat dea kuat2!! nanak let go!! heheKz...ok aku outZ!! got POA lesson 2 pay 2... TC yat! luf ya!! muackS!
It's
3:50 AM!
Dear YAt!!hm!!! ari yg paling romantis bgi diri akU!!.. we go out agen/....but dis tym...as a coupLe!! hehe... 1st date...@ esplanade agen...e same place..but as a couple... My happiest moment on 22 JuNe 06... smiLe!! :) syg abg!! Aku tk pnh2 seh...alek date lmbt gni!! nk kat kul 9:30pm aku alek! tink...ku tk yah blg ko byk sgt kat sni...g pon nie secondary source kte kn yat...hehe....juz us jek noe...saVe...sweet...cute...romantis....muaackz!!
It's
3:39 AM!
YAT!!!! YAt!! u wun belive diS!! but its trUe!!!!! weee!!!! hahaha!!! hehe...ok let me begin... ok...niari... aku,diana,zura,sham & ehem.. asyik...hehe...we meet...ok...hes not bad!! gentelmen....loving ar...sweet sak! dari CCK turon tmpt aku!! haiZ!!!untong seh spe dpt dea...byk ku nk cerite kn....tapI...GEREK lar k/r dgn dea!! sbgai abg jek... PaLinG beSt!!!!! hm!! besT dae Of e weeK ageN i guSsed!! hehe!! siOk sak! lek2 dgn dea kat esplande! haha.....tanGan!! mengenyam! bis kasot aku....haha... gerek tao yat!! u sud b in dat situation!! we lauf,we cried 2gther...aw!!! just unforgetable memories 4 me...i just love it!! balik lmbt k aku! haha! kecoh pekwo! it jus FUN & HaPpENInG!! ehem...part nie aku nk blg ko yat... lpas aku alek...
JENG3...LOLX!! kte msg....tewos dea sound aku....ala!! wah... btol2 kejap seh! slm break dgn bai...da dpt asyik...wah2....gerek btol! org da suke sme suke... pitch here,pitch der... sakit tao!! tickle here...tickle der!! haha!! kecoh abiS!!
Org da suke sme suke... ari yg terbahagie bgi ku... da dpt pegannti aru.... 20 juNe roX!! ok... e pain is healing... He is falling apart now... ;P juz so 2 ez 2 forget him...
It's
3:19 AM!
Ok yat..Ari nie aku break dgn bai...haha...babi sak.. tkpe lar...ku tk ksh 1 bende pon..harap dea hdop bahagie di samping keluarge dea yg tercinte...hm... met him liao... ok...not bad... cute abis! bkn gemok ehk! haha...lao gemok..ku lari dulu! haha! sundal sak aku...haha! yat2!! ok...me n asyik? well...gettin much beta...meetin him tmR!! :P
It's
3:07 AM!
Dear yat.....Our 1yr 6mth noeing each other...hm..prisely..1yr 6mth of being 2gther... suan lar... juz 4get him...no used tinking of him... ok..nk g melbourne? pgi laR! tk heran sak! well...@ e same tym... todae is d best dae of the week...hehe... asyik 2gu ku nyer msg...ishk! tk sangke... hehe... kteorg msg ech other...ikhlas tk dea?? hm..aku tk tao!! biar mase yg tentukn...Hope 2 noe him beta!! Meeting him on Tues!! ;P
At the same tym... todae aku stead ddgn bai... kimek..jap ehk da dpt penganti? haha.. gerek! well im ouTz! ThankS yat!
It's
2:56 AM!
Yat....
Ok....ari trajika...aku dgn syful da break....(treatin it as silent break ehk).. actually dea da mtk lbeh awl...tapi aku tkmo..smpai skg dea tk contact aku..hm!! tkpe... consider niari...pertalian kami dgn dea da putus...outZ!
It's
2:51 AM!
Dear Yat....ok....aku now just jotin dwn per yg aku recall khz.... not accurate..lets begin with 14 JuNe.. ok....Our 5th mth...aku rase smpai sni jek hubungan kami...haiZ!! ape nk jadi...jadi lar...
It's
2:44 AM!
