Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Ok yat!...Let me xpress it all out now!!Yat...slm kekek seh! syful step nk tarok gmbr dea dgn c sial 2! haha! He deny wif me... No matter wad,he stil cnt 4get me...still luf me? hm..maeb! No1 noe him beta den me...cian c pmpn 2.. kompem tgh merane dgn syful..haha...nk sgt dea kn... sbr lao sebyk mane ko blh.. limit2 kne tahan dea pea attitude! t gadoh tk bis2...rabak...bodoh sak huda... hidayat orite per... blh tahan jgk pe compared 2 syful..well..i dun wish 2 noe wad going wrg wif her n him.. i cnt deny syful got wad a woman wud wan 2 haf frm a man... (attention etc..) BUT! perangai dea jek tkle accecpt! Tkle angkot siol! gadoh tk biz2... 2 part yg ku bingit! lGy pon...dea senang kesian kn seorg wanita yg perlukn sympathy dgn bg2 mudah!! haiXSS!!
RaNFuL; Love is forever not 4 a moment.. The darkest syd as lifted as he let sum1 in his lyf..Even "perfect love" cant stop someone frm him..e most loving thing i cud do 4 sumone is to move on w/out him!! BLOODY RECTUM!!
Jgn dea gunekn pmpn 2 nk lupe kn aku sudah..pe 2...2 fill up his empty hart...2 let her noe,hw much he suffer...haiyoz!! manusie paling cruel & terbodoh aku pnh knl!! nk gunekn sesorg 2 hurt me??! aiyoZ!! wad a beast!! Dip dwn i still noe he hart me.. BUT!! im not goin bck 2 him 4 e 10th tym ever agen!! MY FINAL DECISION!! ( blh meletop sak! ) EVEN IF HE E LAST MAN ON DIS PLANET!! kte break psl adk dea yg tersyg...(now gul dea...haha..kekek btol) 2 pon dea yg mtk.. kimek..*sdeh + menyesal pon d...bab aku sud gve heR 2 him earlier.... aku yg patot tgalkn dea.. tgal kn dea seawl yg patot!! kehadiran 2 pmpn,memusnahkn kn hubungan kami...Ar!! tk heran sak!! aku klr dari puk* mak dea per... kimek! suay! sa dpt dea! well... aku break dgn muz pon bap c syful.. haiz!! RANFuL? 50% of it frm her...n 50% of it frm him.. otak letak pat panta pe sak...otak mati!! dat tym aku single kn babi...
Liliq cume tlg cheer up kn aku jek...otak mati sak...btol2 mati.... nie case otak bengap..haha..babi lar.. HaiyoZ...RaNFuL..meaningles!! ders no meaning 2wrds RaNFuL..juz a name which i created once upon a tym.. " Once upon a time" ehk..?! siak jek.. Hiaz!! kenangan yg tk patot aku kenang kn!! haha..suria perangai sak!! haha!! per ku ksh yat..pe ku heran!! Fact per! tgalkn aku bap 2 betine..puki lar! per spare tyre skg... spe uat sper... Attituude nyer case lar nie.. Nie lar jatan.. "Pride...Ego..." yuckz! dis kind of ppl really sux 2 e cock!! menyampak siol! butoZ lar!!
Hm...actuslly yat...tym stead...ard 16 June ar...dat tym crisis g..aku stead dgn bai...pas 2 break...haha...gler per mat rep! suke ati la...aslkn dea bahagie...i dun mind...pas 2..on the 20th june...aku stead g... haha!! ampai lar skg!! kekal abadi!! yeahU!! ok... bck 2 him.. hm...dgr2 cerite...dea drink..?! haha...nk lari dari masalah ker boy! minum nk lupekn aku?? no matter wad,u cnt!! yat2...biol sak otak dea....
Aku hirau per seh...limit2 2 pmpn risau kat dea..ah!! haha...i juz noe him 2 well... my gesture... cud b a fact... though hes happy...Hes not frm e insyd!! still cnt 4get me...take a long tym...crying 4 me...Gosh...Hw long shall he completely 4get me...Luvnig dat bitch truly...Yo!! not ma pblm!! Juz xpressing all out... NO MATTER WAD!! I STILL LUF ASYIK!! dun u weri yat...juz thrwing all out n gona flush it awy... haha...i swear! sincerely...i will!!! aku tk jiwang ampai nk melalak2.. ee!! tk maen lar!! learn frm muz...ThankS muz..thaNks liliq!!
Muz..learn alot frm him...frm my mistakes...thru out our rshp wif muz.. smart choices 4 u 2 make e decision.. tk slh kn dea.. hope u found the rite wan... e wan dat u haf owaes wanted... im sowie..if i realise my mistake earlier, i sud haf left him straight awy... Choose u over him.. & thankS 4 evertink.. Thanks 4 waking me up in e wrLd of FnaLanTasY...ThaNKs 4 everytink..n permergianmu terasa kehlgan u..
Frm all my mistake...i sud learn frm it.. Not doing it agen...muz take gud cre of asyik..not hurting him.. 4 all dat hu noe me.. (xcluding syful n her) im sowie... Hopefuly u guyz r happy wif ya luf 1...maafkn la diriku ini.. Hm!!! being childish i guess!! i tink so!! haha!! had a great tym xpressing myself in dis journal yat... haha..RaNFuL..indeed it is a long story.. ade lgy.. jgn tkt!! TraJika...
RaNFuL5...RaNfuL..RaNFuL...hm!! tk masod per pon!! juz a name..no meaning towards it!! it used 2 haf alot of meaning..now BULLSHIT!! JUZ BULLSHIT!! COW-DUNK..per lgy shit yg ko nk...haha!! kimek...busted sak aku!! haha!! minah2..minah rep btl la! haha!! well 2 bad IM NOT A MINAH/MINAH REP...IM JUZ M,MASELF & I...SURIA...i noe my attitude sux aite nw...but im juz xprssin maself out..Voice...Voices..haha..Jgn uat aku beleteh...t tkle diam...haha... mcm skg..nk masok 3 period aku tulis nie bende..haha...Dasyat!! HAving fun!! Kimberlyn.. WAKE UP!! dun slip...nw eng period...spe suroh tgk bola..hahha... Germany kalah!! Yeahu!! haha!! busted sak aku!!
Dis is my 6th page..oh ya..DB!! syful did tell u dat i n him haf met aite? well we didnt!! haha!! ampai dunie kiamat pon tk jmpe2....keje 2 keje jgk...ALASAN!! REASON...BULLSHIT!!! sundal lar...bingit sak aku!!
In case syful read dis...well i stead wif e guy dat u dares me 2 take him dat tym he cum my place!! e guy whom stayed @ CCK...all e way here 2 meet diana... rmbr??!! well Im leading way 2 much happy lyf wif him!! thaNks 4 daring me over 2 giB him a chanCe!! indeed u rite! hes beta den u r!! well.. im rude m i? well...i tink i sud! u make me all dis u ass!! u r forcing me 2!! 2 ko per suar d** ar nk terime ke tk...Terase ke tk... 2 ko nyer hal..haha..busted sak suria!! puki sak perangai aku... ok lar...4 those hu read dis...yg tkd kne mengene...jgn d hard feeling kat aku... im just xpressing my anger...dun judge me so fast... biasa lar lau org perangai dah sot mcm aku nie...haha...phm2 jek... well taking cre!!
THANKS YAT!!! LUF YA!! muaackZ!!
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