With_love

erm..

2006-12-29T04:56:00.000-11:00

Hey yayat..

Many tings hapen..hey2..change of ma blog..how do u find it? well..did all by maself.. hehek.. luk much beta.. love it!! muacks!!

Hey..i got 2 noe dis guy..by e name of zai..well..motive aku..cume nk uat kwn..tup2..dea dah terpaot kat aku..here..take a luk wad he text me..

"Dis gd nyte ms cum wif a confession...Frankly speakin actuali i reali m attracted 2 u as u r reali e gurl of my type.. & lots more"

hm..i dun wana break his hart nor mine..i've enuf.. juz wan b loyal w u noe hu..i still him.. i mean..no1 stand a chance to take up his place in ma heart..evn there is..still dey wun stand a chances to win bck my hart..its w him.. my pwecious saiful.. hm..ku tknk ar.. tknk pisah dgn dea.. ku syg dea...syg sesgt..

susah...niat nk uat kwn..kwn rapat.. but i dun wan him 2 treat me u noe..special.. i only cn see him as my best buddy..ntg much..but his waiting 4 my presence.. evn though we use to meet up n haf sum fun.now.i cant do dat..i mean its lyk..afta e confession he made 2 me plenty of tym..its really make me fil wierd.. u noe..i dun wan gib him any hope.. n he do noes dat...frm e startin of our frenshp..i min b4 i get 2 noe him..i did tell his fwen off..i juz can take him as my fwen..watev..cls fwen or wad..as long we r FRIENDS.. & dey do agree to my decision..but its not fair.

As tym goes by... he fell 4 me.. wen e fact i've told em dat i juz can take u as my fwen...he still awaits for me..u noe..thru out our frenship..lyk 1 dae i will open up to him n take him..but i noe i wun..its not EZ for me to replace him!! i still nid him!! i still love him as much as eva!!

i love him...saiful.. i nid u pwecious..erm...yeah..lyk ive told u..nobody can replace u in ma heart..dey dun stand a chances in one wae or another..dun chgne wud u? pls..dun..

Luf u..*muaCks*

Wishin upon a star...

2006-11-15T04:37:00.000-11:00

star lite,star bright

firSt star i see 2nite..

i wish i may

i wish i mite..

Haf e wish..

i wish 2nite....

may we b 2ghther till eternity no matter wad..

may my pwecious guided by an angel all e tym...

Luf u my dear...muacks3..

my PweCious

2006-11-15T04:04:00.000-11:00

Hey yat!!!

waH!!! lme sak tk update!!! windu ko ar!! muack

hey....how tings haf bin goin ard? wel3...darl..we patched agn!! haha...i noe ure not suprise.!! dun gib dat pathetic luk!! arg! excuse mua..we r happy k!! 4 e better..muaacks3..syg dea..muackks3.. wel... ting btwn me n asyik does now goes as it seem i wished it wud be..juz 4get it..he said dis 2 me. it haf been fun & sweet memories w u..sadly faith we r not meant 2 b 2gther..lyk so farked up.aiya...nie dah bpe bulan sak..tkpa. tk heran.its ok..happier w saiful..do i? hahaha! lyk ya of coz!! triple a's!!! muaacks...

ok..my pwecious..yat..hey!! listen!!!! he changed..haha...changed as if in e beta.[our rshp].ya true.. neva c him sooo3 prihatin lyk dis b4..so..how ehk.. ala..u noe i noe..&!!!!! not 4getin he's physically changed 2!!!! goSh!!! havin kinda tough 2 craved e original saiful i noe!!! help3!!! dun weri!!! i can managed... let time take e place.. hm... miss him though..changed? cian dea..lyk duh!!! nobody is perfect u noe!!! get over w it owadi!!!

hm...4 now..our rshp good...not yet xtreme..we r gettin cls lyk we used 2 b so clse...ouh..i miss dos moment wen we r so romantic!! but now beta!!! 24/7 w him!!! gettin e bondin.. still nid 2 fce mre challenges n trial...yes we can make it.. till one dae we..aw...haha..let dis b our secrets!! blueK! luf him musy!! muaackxx3!! ya...we r gettin beta now..u noe..every breakups dat we've gone through..wen we r bck agn..wad i cn c is dat..we're more opened n closer..jus dat 4 dis tym round..wen we fite..[rarely fite.owaes me gibin him pblm] we dun break ourself up..as if u noe..gud sign isn't? haha..so proud of him,my pwecious!! mwwakkxX..BUT still i cant be 2 happy!! muz b prepared 4 e "downs" 2 u noe..u neva noe wen its gona strike! cant owaes b 2gther 4 e happy moments cant we? sud b der 4 him during e saddest n bitter moment..dat make us evn u noe..shh...dats my secret..

well...a lasting rshp need lots of trusting,patience n undsting..gosh my head is gettin giddy..argh.. but really we changed 4 e beta..no lies.. muacks3 my pwecious lips..gona go thru ups & downs 2gther w u huny!! der is still a long journey 4 us!! mwacckss3!! papa chayoh!!! huik2!! chayoh!! tgh semangat nie!!! hahaha..

p.S:

2 be loyal n honoured 2 haf u bck in my lyf swity..

muacksS3 my pwecious syed muhd saiful... :]

RaNFuL

2006-09-19T00:19:00.000-11:00

Yat!!

okiEs..raNfuL..nk kate back blm..nk kate kn blm,dah..entah lah.. lol

hahakZ..okies tapi kite orite..OK! i read his bLog..

weIkz..so bloody seh.. i dun lyk dark2 color.. so full of saddness

n violent! (in my point of view la)

TaPi..although its the past.. mak ko..

name aku esar sak epul tarok!! SURIA.. yoh! lek lar..

aku kat sni pon tk kasi direct name sumre big2.. do I? lol.. aku tk tao.. lol

watever lar!! but pain abit jek.. tk byk.. loLxs.. kekek sak.. haha..

u!! u still my poem k sweethart!! suppose meant 4 u only!! not 4 any one else!!

ok..no hard feeling.. cite dah basi..

shh.. dun nag. Dun tink bout it..ar!! go awy go awy!! haha!! asyik! lolxs..

kuit sak!! go awy go awy!! lol..

ok la yat..pape.. im juz hoping n wishing 4 e best..

wad i pmse,i fullfill..

dun wan gve empty hopes n promises..

i hate syg ku yayat..

oh ya!! ku dah d GUY!!! he so damn cute!!

His name is firdaus.. kental sak name.. puki. tk aik sak aku..lol

FIrdaus..aGe: 3week.. lol! aku dpt adk sdare la!! haha.. tkmo suspend!! lol!! bluek!!

i scare u din i?? hehe.. bluek!!

jgn takot lar!! i still luf u dear.. my dear papa apol.. muacks..

hahahahakz...gtg.!!

tc everybody!! muaacks!!

oh ya! this sat sheeky budae..ar! g mampoz ar. benci ar! arGH!!

FATE konon!

YayaT!!!

2006-09-11T23:47:00.000-11:00

HeLo lalIng..

How r u?? war..yat..me n papa dah ok tao!! hehe!!! syg dea k! me n his cuzin po dah orite..tk mcm dulu....lolx...kenangan..

ok fun2... dun let other people's perspective be ur reality.. yeah!

IF I CANT I MUST!!

(ANTI-STEAD!!)

study?

GREAT!!

im so catching up wif my studdy!!

YEAH!!

(all thanks 2 anti-stead)

LOLxS..

fUN K!

ramai kenaLaN.. bebaS saK..

TaPi..

aKu ANTI-STEAD!!

CONFIRM!!

4 HIM & ME!!

YEAH!!

LUF ME,LUF PAPA!!

MUAcKS!! OUTz..

ME TIRED..

muaCks..

hOpe 2 be u Noe i NOe lar..

SaddeNeD

2006-09-05T05:46:00.000-11:00

Yat...
u noe sumtink...e previous dae of my camp...1st nite...i cried....i duno y...i just cry... so sad as if sum1 as die..reali honestly...tears just flow down my cheek w/out any reasons...seems lyk i cried a few mths ago...y ehk....weird seh....aku nangis tanpe sebab...tapi rase sgt terlalu sedih... its my emotins controlling me over...lolxs...hope it wud not happen agen...welll gtg...its getting late...got stock check tmr....tC//..Luf u darL...muakCs... mimip indah..

HairStLy..

2006-09-05T05:22:00.000-11:00

YAt!!!!

i told u many tings haf hapen rite??? well indeed i m!!! u c!!! my hair.... ya allah!! mepek sak!!

ok! g kedai gunting...swee2...afta cutting i appy3... skali tgn aku mcm mak jande pgiauthor ku nyer fringe...ah ko! tk senonh sak!! mcm nonok!! lolXs... cpt lar grOW.... color beak!! da perang... hahahS....baekk...t anuh lgy.....t ari raye mari...nie rmbt ku dye merah.. lolXs.. buang tebiat! hahaha.....nk carik maut kap.a...lolXs...tkla...t raye leh ckp lar... lolXs.. color merah ehk...2 jam nyaie pengsan!! heahahakZ... tapi seroius sak... rambt aku tk senonoh sak.... nie laR! tgn mcm mak jande! hahga...tapi tgh growing2!! yeah peace!!! pRinCess Hour roCk!! muaKCs!!

aNTI STEAD!!!

Signing Off...Luf yar!!

mIss eUU!!!!!

2006-09-05T04:49:00.001-11:00

Miss eUU yat!!!!!

omg!!!! yat!!! da lme sak aku tk dpt masok blog!!!! at last dpt!!! wuHoo!!!! appi doK!!! yeahu!!!

I miss eUU yat!!! muacKcs!!! im so happy!!!! yeah!!! lolX!! oKies2... got so many ting dat haf happen 2 me u noe yat!! omg...Sheeky??? hmh! kite dah breaK!!! argh!!

braTz!!! reaLLy daMn aSS braTz!!! i dun wan tok bout him niMre!

can't belief it!! just caN't!!

sad 2 sae dat fate we r not meant 2gader!!

argh!!

StupiD FFOOL!!

jgn salahkn takdir lar....ko pkir k yat.. if really he noe his fate..

den y he sound me stead? since he sae dat fate we r not meant 4 each other...

SInce he noe its "fated" where is his "fated" meant to be wife? does not make sense!

nk break break la...jgn slh kn F-A-T-E!!!

Fate5... as if u noe its fateD!!

Another dae is gone..im still all alone... haIXs... i wan

anti-stead ar yat!! loLxs...

Oh ya!! saiFul... (my endless lovE) ceh... lol..'bout him..dea pon dah break dgn huda...

hes in mel noW...hMm!! wanDer wad he is doinG nOW!! okies2...

we contact ech oTher... so wad.. i still miss & luf him..

He still miss & love me...aw!!! so sweEt!!

Lolxs....very swet khZ yat!! nk kat 2 thn tao ku knl dea!!!

its lyk damn long!! dea cute lar!! in his own way... lolXs..

yer...ku tao ku kutok2 dea dulu...p dat tym aku tgh benga kn...

phm2 lar... ;P

I WAN A N T I- S T E A D!!

iF I CAN'T I MUST!!!

reali yat...reali...many ting haf happen....tings starting 2 be in its way..

im getting focus 2 my study...didnt noe i eva get 5 disnt + 9 credits.. 4 my subject

3 A1 n 2 A2...how great is dat!! i miss my disticn! helo11 atleast aku still dpt 2 khz! lolX..

but i really miss getting in 3 positions in e whole level!! 1st in mly student aku dpt concer!!

yeahu/111 mus kip on improving!!!

IF I CAN'T I MUST!!

my studies kept improving afta i ended the BGR... back 2 square 1 wen i was in sec 1...

great isn't it 2 be a top student evey year w/out failed!!! ouh!!!

i miss dat soo much!!! truly muchy!!

IF I CAN'T I MUST!!

ANTI-STEAD!! till 19.. ceh! lolX..

kte tGk spe yg keNa... lolXxS..

tkMo ckp abiS.. ShH3... hehe..

Jus came bCk fRm caMp..tiRing u noe yat!! mak oi!! hitam sak aku! mcm ank keLing!!

argH!! aku tknk lar!! mtk ampon ar... i miss my fairness skin..

so white so soft...

lyk snow-white... lolXs.

aku sensetive ar yat... tkle ne matahari byk sgt..

t kulit aku pedih so much...pedih4 n perit..

bkn sunburn..jus pedih..very pedih!

puteri lilin... ahahKZ,,

mIss eUU!!!!!

2006-09-05T04:49:00.000-11:00

Miss eUU yat!!!!!

omg!!!! yat!!! da lme sak aku tk dpt masok blog!!!! at last dpt!!! wuHoo!!!! appi doK!!! yeahu!!!

I miss eUU yat!!! muacKcs!!! im so happy!!!! yeah!!! lolX!! oKies2... got so many ting dat haf happen 2 me u noe yat!! omg...Sheeky??? hmh! kite dah breaK!!! argh!!

braTz!!! reaLLy daMn aSS braTz!!! i dun wan tok bout him niMre!

can't belief it!! just caN't!!

sad 2 sae dat fate we r not meant 2gader!!

argh!!

StupiD FFOOL!!

jgn salahkn takdir lar....ko pkir k yat.. if really he noe his fate..

den y he sound me stead? since he sae dat fate we r not meant 4 each other...

SInce he noe its "fated" where is his "fated" meant to be wife? does not make sense!

nk break break la...jgn slh kn F-A-T-E!!!

Fate5... as if u noe its fateD!!

Another dae is gone..im still all alone... haIXs... i wan

anti-stead ar yat!! loLxs...

Oh ya!! saiFul... (my endless lovE) ceh... lol..'bout him..dea pon dah break dgn huda...

hes in mel noW...hMm!! wanDer wad he is doinG nOW!! okies2...

we contact ech oTher... so wad.. i still miss & luf him..

He still miss & love me...aw!!! so sweEt!!

Lolxs....very swet khZ yat!! nk kat 2 thn tao ku knl dea!!!

its lyk damn long!! dea cute lar!! in his own way... lolXs..

yer...ku tao ku kutok2 dea dulu...p dat tym aku tgh benga kn...

phm2 lar... ;P

I WAN A N T I- S T E A D!!

iF I CAN'T I MUST!!!

reali yat...reali...many ting haf happen....tings starting 2 be in its way..

im getting focus 2 my study...didnt noe i eva get 5 disnt + 9 credits.. 4 my subject

3 A1 n 2 A2...how great is dat!! i miss my disticn! helo11 atleast aku still dpt 2 khz! lolX..

but i really miss getting in 3 positions in e whole level!! 1st in mly student aku dpt concer!!

yeahu/111 mus kip on improving!!!

IF I CAN'T I MUST!!

my studies kept improving afta i ended the BGR... back 2 square 1 wen i was in sec 1...

great isn't it 2 be a top student evey year w/out failed!!! ouh!!!

i miss dat soo much!!! truly muchy!!

IF I CAN'T I MUST!!

ANTI-STEAD!! till 19.. ceh! lolX..

kte tGk spe yg keNa... lolXxS..

tkMo ckp abiS.. ShH3... hehe..

Jus came bCk fRm caMp..tiRing u noe yat!! mak oi!! hitam sak aku! mcm ank keLing!!

argH!! aku tknk lar!! mtk ampon ar... i miss my fairness skin..

so white so soft...

lyk snow-white... lolXs.

aku sensetive ar yat... tkle ne matahari byk sgt..

t kulit aku pedih so much...pedih4 n perit..

bkn sunburn..jus pedih..very pedih!

puteri lilin... ahahKZ,,

Peristiwa...DiLEmma...arGh..

2006-08-10T22:58:00.000-11:00

Dear yat...

Yat....aku tk tao lar..naper tibe2 aku msg syful alek...per steam sak aku... pe lar motive aku ehk... eee yer.....aku gLr yat...aku gler... haiXxSs...aku tk tao lar... tapi syful tk dpt lupe kn aku...dea masi sygkn aku....heran lar....asl sak... yat...aku tkmo akitkn ati sper2... aku syg shiki.. aLOt!!!!! tapi syful?? akU syg dea jgk... Tapi...ar... u noe i noe lar... aku btol2 sygkn shiki... tknk sak break dgn dea pasal ne semue...aku tkmo...tapi dea.. shiki?? hm... jarang contact aku.. ak phm lar dea bZ...tapi tkkn tkd mase utk aku kot..hm!!! aku harap dea tk lpe aku sUa!! tetap sygkn aku evN moRe deN eVa!! i luf him sak... haiSxs...Syful... asl lar kite break... lao tk... dah 7bulan kiter bersme... psl adk angkat?

Hey...aku tk ingt2 seh yat...dea ckp dgn aku, dea n bitch 2 syg sbgai abg dgn adk... tutup.. dorg stead!! kimek!! tkle accecpt sak...i sud haf trst maself earlier.... haisXs... heraN.. jeleS aku dgn lilik...Lpas aku break,d aku n lilik stead? tkkn... unlyk hIm... haiXs.. aku tk tao ar yat... shiKi... hehe...aku syGg dea...muacKsxX5.. I MISS HIM ALOT5!! (i.i) wana mit hIm... blr sak dea free... asyik bz jek keblkgan nie...haixs...undastd..undastood lar... phm2 jek... how deep is his love 4 mE?? hm....as deep i love hiM... as deep as it cud bE...goNa treaSure my honey babyboi..

WEll...syful...i used 2 sae dis 2 u... "If luving u is a cRIme,i rather be a prisoner.." Now i gussed its 4 u 2 sae 2 me....terbalek sak...per yg aku rase dulu,dea tgh melaluinyer... Dilemma... ouh... wad a pity!!! hurting k!! u can really fil lyk ur haRt is broken into small tiny pieces den kene sMacSH...piaNG....ffuh!! saket dokZ...aku tknk lalui nyer skali lgy... taubat yada aku tknk... aku nk setie pde 1 jek... ya allah!! kekal ker aku dgn shiki....? tiap ari syg......muacksS.... syg abG..

ok ler yat...aku ouTz yer syg...skg aku kat katong..bkn kat rmh...so tym pon dabis...so tc!! luf ya muchi2!! muacK5!! doa2 kn aku n shiki kekal yer!! lets kIp on wishing & praying!!! mUuacKS!!

Lilo waNs SheeKy

2006-08-03T00:32:00.000-11:00

Dear Yayat,

Dalam rasenyer aku tk g blog kn...well aku bz lar syg...hm...aku rindu dea yat...

siak ar....aku syg kat dea sgt...syg sgt....hm...doa2 lar hubungan kte kekal syg oi..

i miss him...well...i gtg..luf ya!! muacKS!!

CinTa+Por Tuo AmoR+

2006-08-03T00:04:00.000-11:00

Cinta adalah pengalaman yang mengajar kita menjadi lebih matang

Kita harus akur menerima kententuan Illahi

Bersedia menerima segala-galanya

Kita harus menerima kesakitan & kepahitan itu sebagai madu

Yang boleh diminum sepanjang waktu

Yang boleh dijadikan penawar jika perlu

Jangan menyeksa dirimu kerana kehadiran CINTA

Cinta yang mengandung kemanisan akn tumbuh subur

Dengan janji yang bersalut harapan & impia

Cinta menjadi pahit setelah tiba detik ke

Cinta tidak akn menjadi

Sebelum ia sampai ke penghujung

Sebagaimana yang diraharapkan..

Seharusnya,aku perlu tabah menghapdapi kemelutan

Cinta adalah perasaan yang SUCI

Kehadiranya menjadikan jiwaku lebih tenang

Selagi dirimu ada di hati

Selagi dirimu setia di sisi

Tak mungkin atimu ku lukai..

Belajar di sebalik keindahan yang ku lihat ini...

=RaNFuL= BreaKinG FreE

2006-08-02T23:47:00.000-11:00

MemOry waNders as ShadOws faLl

BaCk 2 tHe daYs Of HapPinEsS

DaeS beYonD reCaLL

"a VisiOn cOmes b4 uS"

sO caLm, sO deaR, sO swEet

Of hiS lipS noW siLeNT

& whoSe lidS arE cLoseD iN sLeeP..

X-PreSsiOn

2006-08-02T23:39:00.000-11:00

A FamiLar Tune

MISSING aN iNtiMatE daNce

WitH a LoVed 1

GoNe BuT nOT 4goTteN

MemoRies Of The HeaRt

WiLl NeVa Be ForSaKeN

Funny,Weird & everytink eLse...

2006-07-19T01:34:00.000-11:00

MIsseS,Missing U...(Tues 18.07.06)

2006-07-19T01:10:00.000-11:00

Yat....

hm!!! aku rindu dea!! (i.i) rindu sgt!!! kompem skg dea tgh bobok...mimpi aper ehk dea.. Niari pgi jmpe dea...yeahU!! Tapi pgi rmh kwn dea...aku tkt!! doa2kn aku yat...harap tkd pape..aku tk biase...doa2 la....slamat kn la aku...amin....muackZ!! miss him liao!!

Once upon biTez2 WedNesdaY....:P

2006-07-13T06:24:00.000-11:00

Dear yayaT..

At last e dae i waited 4 struck in reality wrld...Not FnaLanTasy..NOT N.A.T.O..

Let me beGin..

Ok...12 July 2006...oNce mRe a memorable dae 4 me...Once Mre e beSt daE of thE weeK.. ok... we met...kte g jmpe...date lar bengap! hahakz...aitez...lek2...ternmpk faisal...adk nyer huda.. pas 2... ok...gerek seh yat!! we tok...we lauf... & we evn cried...haiZ!! sweet maut nyer maut sak!! haha...caeR jek aku...all e way dok...

Hehe...well...i did tell u dat i wan him 2 belai2 rmbut aku...baring kat lap aku kn?! hahakZ... well...it did happen...yeah!! :P tapi nie kali terbalik..aku lak yg baring pat lap dea...ngatok siot... pnat seh...tapi...sebab nk jmpe dea nyer psl kn...tkpe!! aku sangop!! hahaKZ... gereK...

tk sangke..tk ku sangke...rentak kteorg sme...meant 2 be 2gther mah...haha...

....hm...lebam sak tgn aku kne cubit!! byk lak 2!! tapi tk sakit!! haha!! fuN seh!! tickle2...haha!! yeah!!! aku dah dpt dea nyer weakess point!!! :P hahakz!! asset je...haha...cute!!! mErah padam siol muke dea yat!!haha!!I had a tremendous wonderful great lovely tyM...: Saat indah aku bersma mu..dibelai cinta suci taburan bunga cinta sucimu..harum subur di ati...muaCks!!

Hm...standard ar...balek lmbt g! haha...9:45pm aku pai rmh...kne tanyer skit jek...tk kne mrh..:P aper yg ku blh kate kn...ill luf him so much mre...yeah...its true... No joke.. berkati la hubungan kami...amin..ko doa2 kn aku yer yat...saye sygg abg sayer so much...well..aku dah ngatok ar...nk bobok...u slip tite 2... luf ya...muacKZ!!

The Funniest Day of the Week...:P

2006-07-13T05:35:00.000-11:00

Dear Yat....

ok..lets hope aper yg aku write kat sni tk hlg g...haha...fed up siot aku!! 2lis pnat2... haiz..haha...

hang suang btol ler...hehe...ok... niari...

13 July 2006...sch was not bad...amaths tcher tk dtg...yeahu!! tapi yg ambek kteorg 2..ok...shes sweet n lovely.. very cute...short..oopS..haha..tk aik seh...hm...niari kn khamis..suppose aku kne g buddy reading..tk jadi bpa d project..haha...nie part nie gerek...dat tym mase aku kat coffee shop joo seng rd...ade lar "mamat sisco" nie...haha..ok not bad..blm tahan... tgk aku tersengeh2...per steam sak! haha...aku step tk nmpk...pe ke hal lar dea... tapi not bad... 2 bad i love aBg!! hehe.. pas 2 ta pau mkn...g rmh kimchi... haha..gerek...

Ko tao tk...haha...kwn aku c janice dgn shu jin asyik gadoh jek!! hahakz kekek abiz!! tkle angkat!! hahakz...afta yum2...standard aku paling last bis mamz..den..jeng3...check frenster..tgk c musibat nyer pro..siak..yat2...hahakz...nie part paling cruel!! but i lub it soo much!!! hahakz... ok..uka tgk ehem....my ass even nicer!!hahakz...pukimek! haha!!tk pnh2 aku tgk shu jin bingit... dea ckp..."ee yer...lyk shit!!" hahakz...kekek2...tkle angkat...hahakz..

Thru out the whole dae @ her hse...i cnt stop laufing!!! really had a great tym over der!! hahakz...snap here...snap der...posing here...posing der...posing ehk yat...bkn POSES tao!!best! it c kimchi dah anuh semue den i show u aitezz laling? muackz!

Well...till hRe...tC..Luf ya!! muaccks!!

BinGit!!

2006-07-11T06:10:00.000-11:00

Yat!!! bingit sak aku!! aku nyer post haix!!! babi lar!!!! ar!!!!! pnat2 jek aku type...hm!!! tkpe lar...yg kali aku write g.... pnat siol..... da la!

HeheKz...

2006-07-09T18:59:00.000-11:00

niari.....haiz...yat....aku tk tao naper....aku bgn...teros aku nangis...kelakar....1 mcm nyer rser.... sdeh....aku nangis entah bpe kali...no reason...actually got reason...tapi aku tknk luah kn sni... hm...sdeh...tapi..aku sempat mintak maaf dgn mama....cian mama...tkt + teperanjat... haha... tkpe...as long aku dah dpt per yg ku hajat kn yat..haha..ok ler...t ku rite g k...luf ya.... muacks!!

--RaNFuL--

2006-07-05T04:57:00.000-11:00

Ok yat!...Let me xpress it all out now!!

Yat...slm kekek seh! syful step nk tarok gmbr dea dgn c sial 2! haha! He deny wif me... No matter wad,he stil cnt 4get me...still luf me? hm..maeb! No1 noe him beta den me...cian c pmpn 2.. kompem tgh merane dgn syful..haha...nk sgt dea kn... sbr lao sebyk mane ko blh.. limit2 kne tahan dea pea attitude! t gadoh tk bis2...rabak...bodoh sak huda... hidayat orite per... blh tahan jgk pe compared 2 syful..well..i dun wish 2 noe wad going wrg wif her n him.. i cnt deny syful got wad a woman wud wan 2 haf frm a man... (attention etc..) BUT! perangai dea jek tkle accecpt! Tkle angkot siol! gadoh tk biz2... 2 part yg ku bingit! lGy pon...dea senang kesian kn seorg wanita yg perlukn sympathy dgn bg2 mudah!! haiXSS!!

RaNFuL; Love is forever not 4 a moment.. The darkest syd as lifted as he let sum1 in his lyf..Even "perfect love" cant stop someone frm him..e most loving thing i cud do 4 sumone is to move on w/out him!! BLOODY RECTUM!!

Jgn dea gunekn pmpn 2 nk lupe kn aku sudah..pe 2...2 fill up his empty hart...2 let her noe,hw much he suffer...haiyoz!! manusie paling cruel & terbodoh aku pnh knl!! nk gunekn sesorg 2 hurt me??! aiyoZ!! wad a beast!! Dip dwn i still noe he hart me.. BUT!! im not goin bck 2 him 4 e 10th tym ever agen!! MY FINAL DECISION!! ( blh meletop sak! ) EVEN IF HE E LAST MAN ON DIS PLANET!! kte break psl adk dea yg tersyg...(now gul dea...haha..kekek btol) 2 pon dea yg mtk.. kimek..*sdeh + menyesal pon d...bab aku sud gve heR 2 him earlier.... aku yg patot tgalkn dea.. tgal kn dea seawl yg patot!! kehadiran 2 pmpn,memusnahkn kn hubungan kami...Ar!! tk heran sak!! aku klr dari puk* mak dea per... kimek! suay! sa dpt dea! well... aku break dgn muz pon bap c syful.. haiz!! RANFuL? 50% of it frm her...n 50% of it frm him.. otak letak pat panta pe sak...otak mati!! dat tym aku single kn babi...

Liliq cume tlg cheer up kn aku jek...otak mati sak...btol2 mati.... nie case otak bengap..haha..babi lar.. HaiyoZ...RaNFuL..meaningles!! ders no meaning 2wrds RaNFuL..juz a name which i created once upon a tym.. " Once upon a time" ehk..?! siak jek.. Hiaz!! kenangan yg tk patot aku kenang kn!! haha..suria perangai sak!! haha!! per ku ksh yat..pe ku heran!! Fact per! tgalkn aku bap 2 betine..puki lar! per spare tyre skg... spe uat sper... Attituude nyer case lar nie.. Nie lar jatan.. "Pride...Ego..." yuckz! dis kind of ppl really sux 2 e cock!! menyampak siol! butoZ lar!!

Hm...actuslly yat...tym stead...ard 16 June ar...dat tym crisis g..aku stead dgn bai...pas 2 break...haha...gler per mat rep! suke ati la...aslkn dea bahagie...i dun mind...pas 2..on the 20th june...aku stead g... haha!! ampai lar skg!! kekal abadi!! yeahU!! ok... bck 2 him.. hm...dgr2 cerite...dea drink..?! haha...nk lari dari masalah ker boy! minum nk lupekn aku?? no matter wad,u cnt!! yat2...biol sak otak dea....

Aku hirau per seh...limit2 2 pmpn risau kat dea..ah!! haha...i juz noe him 2 well... my gesture... cud b a fact... though hes happy...Hes not frm e insyd!! still cnt 4get me...take a long tym...crying 4 me...Gosh...Hw long shall he completely 4get me...Luvnig dat bitch truly...Yo!! not ma pblm!! Juz xpressing all out... NO MATTER WAD!! I STILL LUF ASYIK!! dun u weri yat...juz thrwing all out n gona flush it awy... haha...i swear! sincerely...i will!!! aku tk jiwang ampai nk melalak2.. ee!! tk maen lar!! learn frm muz...ThankS muz..thaNks liliq!!

Muz..learn alot frm him...frm my mistakes...thru out our rshp wif muz.. smart choices 4 u 2 make e decision.. tk slh kn dea.. hope u found the rite wan... e wan dat u haf owaes wanted... im sowie..if i realise my mistake earlier, i sud haf left him straight awy... Choose u over him.. & thankS 4 evertink.. Thanks 4 waking me up in e wrLd of FnaLanTasY...ThaNKs 4 everytink..n permergianmu terasa kehlgan u..

Frm all my mistake...i sud learn frm it.. Not doing it agen...muz take gud cre of asyik..not hurting him.. 4 all dat hu noe me.. (xcluding syful n her) im sowie... Hopefuly u guyz r happy wif ya luf 1...maafkn la diriku ini.. Hm!!! being childish i guess!! i tink so!! haha!! had a great tym xpressing myself in dis journal yat... haha..RaNFuL..indeed it is a long story.. ade lgy.. jgn tkt!! TraJika...

RaNFuL5...RaNfuL..RaNFuL...hm!! tk masod per pon!! juz a name..no meaning towards it!! it used 2 haf alot of meaning..now BULLSHIT!! JUZ BULLSHIT!! COW-DUNK..per lgy shit yg ko nk...haha!! kimek...busted sak aku!! haha!! minah2..minah rep btl la! haha!! well 2 bad IM NOT A MINAH/MINAH REP...IM JUZ M,MASELF & I...SURIA...i noe my attitude sux aite nw...but im juz xprssin maself out..Voice...Voices..haha..Jgn uat aku beleteh...t tkle diam...haha... mcm skg..nk masok 3 period aku tulis nie bende..haha...Dasyat!! HAving fun!! Kimberlyn.. WAKE UP!! dun slip...nw eng period...spe suroh tgk bola..hahha... Germany kalah!! Yeahu!! haha!! busted sak aku!!

Dis is my 6th page..oh ya..DB!! syful did tell u dat i n him haf met aite? well we didnt!! haha!! ampai dunie kiamat pon tk jmpe2....keje 2 keje jgk...ALASAN!! REASON...BULLSHIT!!! sundal lar...bingit sak aku!!

In case syful read dis...well i stead wif e guy dat u dares me 2 take him dat tym he cum my place!! e guy whom stayed @ CCK...all e way here 2 meet diana... rmbr??!! well Im leading way 2 much happy lyf wif him!! thaNks 4 daring me over 2 giB him a chanCe!! indeed u rite! hes beta den u r!! well.. im rude m i? well...i tink i sud! u make me all dis u ass!! u r forcing me 2!! 2 ko per suar d** ar nk terime ke tk...Terase ke tk... 2 ko nyer hal..haha..busted sak suria!! puki sak perangai aku... ok lar...4 those hu read dis...yg tkd kne mengene...jgn d hard feeling kat aku... im just xpressing my anger...dun judge me so fast... biasa lar lau org perangai dah sot mcm aku nie...haha...phm2 jek... well taking cre!!

THANKS YAT!!! LUF YA!! muaackZ!!

PerhaPs...(4o706)

2006-07-05T04:39:00.000-11:00

Hm...YaT!!!

benci ar!! tk suke tao!!! niari cancel!! hmph!!! i'm hoping 4 2dae last2 tk jadi!! argh!! tk suke lar...tapi dea keje... cian dea...hm..tkpe lar...undastand undastood jek...at least dea da blg aku awl2...Nt lyk sum ppl!! uat aku 2gu mcm 2gol! haiz! da hstroy!! toaSt!! hm...syg abg aku...2 bad hes only mine!!! muaackz!! hehe...check out ma nxt post... RaNFuL... ;P i luf it!

ScH HOLy!! (9o7o6)

2006-07-05T04:23:00.000-11:00

Ok yaYat...

Slm ku klr dgn all my beloved cuZ...all of em...xcpt 4 ank2 ahmad...haha.. not bad lar... best part... Byk2 tmpt...

Our destination...TM---->City Hall--->Marina Square(not shake square..hahah..abg2..)--->LJS--->Esplanade--->Tiong Bahru--->BeDok--->Home Sweet Home..*wiNks*

aku suke...biasa ar! mana lgy!! Esplanade jgk! hahaha... Very claming & peacefuL...Paling happening pat tIong BaHru... satu2 mcm ank tiong!! haha... LOL!! kecOh gler!! very3 happening + kecoh!!! haha! paling2 aku yg tkle stop ketawe!! hahakz! ifan2...gerek sak!! da lme tk klr dgn dorg! pgi Mac nk tgk dea...tk kesampaian...kotor sak table mac!! aku yg uat... haha... u sud b in dat situation!! i juz cnt stop laufing!!! got tummy ache k! hahah! miss dos laufter,humour..Hahhakz!! Best dae of e week!! Not a MOnday Blue i guessed! Yeah 4 sure! ;P

HappY BudaE oLi!!

2006-07-05T04:12:00.000-11:00

Yat.....

ok yat...niari...2 july.... youth dae + cik oli budae... wah2... haha... ade ular...tk pnh2...g laut jmpe ular...2 ekor... oh ya!! yaT!! cn u believe dis...aku sendiri tk sangke! haha..ok let me tell u... cn u believe dis yat..kwn cik oli nk knl2 dgn aku!!! omg!! haha!! Hes 37yrs old dis year!! Dorg ckp dea hansem...Keje high cLass u!! LoadeD!! haha! tapi ku tknk ar! dah expired sak! haha! lau nk blh...anggap aku as ank angkat ker..pape ar...jgn ler terangkat sudah...t nk letak asyik kat ner?! hehe! NO WAY!! walaupon he got car,cash,credit...im not luking frwd... not luking 4 $!! Luking 4 a sincere true luf...& i believe,asyik are pouring all over me each sec!! muacKz!! kwn cik oli ehk nk knl2 dgn aku...haha....CUTE!! nk jmpe aku malu! hahahaha!! aiyOZ!! lpas abg ridzal,dea lak... dah lame seh aku tk nmpk abg ridZ..rindu seh! hehe! ok lar...abg ridz not bad lar.. Joker jgk... HanSem jgk... nk aku..tapi dat tym aku attch dgn epul...so cnt... but nice 2 haf him as my brO!! dah tue!! haha! 20+...hm...gak2 ko..plus dea 2 bape byk ar... hahaha.. watever lar... ok ler yat... aku outz k syg...

Syg ko!! no matter wad,u r still d best!! muaccKZ!! such a great listener!! muackZ!! thkZ 4 being der 4 me!

Ex-HaustiNg! (30 juNe 06)

2006-07-05T04:03:00.000-11:00

Yat...

hm....duty....PL duty... SJAB ku tk g....aiyoz...pnat nyer...art nyte...pnat gler sak! aku balik,mandi teros bam! pnat seh.......body ache....ouch! ouchy ouch! hm...k lar...y m i feeling so weak....ar!! ok lar syg...ku g duLu... slip tiTe darlink! muackZ!! (-.-) zzzZzzZ

MenDak..(27 JunE 06)

2006-07-05T03:55:00.000-11:00

yat!!!

Physic!! ma fav sub!! ma foot ar!! haha!! boring siol...mendak! aku tk tao mcmner nk focus kat nie sub! e most i hate!! so sucky!!! yuCks!! asl lar tkle choose chem + Bio... aiyOZ... haIZ!! no matter wad, aku mesti buckle up!!! aLL e beSt!! hm!! msg dea...ard 2am.. at last...dpt chatter chit dgn dea!! hm...tk sangke ku yat....dea lbeh loving dari aku sangkekn... yat.... aku gembire.... yat...aku syg dea so much yat.... syg dea so much tao!! well...gona treasure hm 4 lyf!! outz!! yat... doa2 kn aku dgn dea k yat? syg ko!!! muaackZ!!

1st Dae of Sch...( 26 JunE 06 )

2006-07-05T03:50:00.000-11:00

Hm... Yayat...

ok....1st dae of sch was ok2...not bad...aku mimpi dea mtk break!! tkt seh! nie part yg aku tknk! aku harap...kte kekal di dunie dan jgk di akhirat...amiN ya rabi amin... dea kater, he do nitink 4 me...nitink @ all..how sweet is dat! tapi tk sweet as muz..haiz...i do nitink 4 u, even if i have 2 my lyf juz 2 c u hapy! how sweet is dat!! tapi tkpelar... N trUe... Luf me mre den i Luf him...hehe...well..gona treasure him!! susah nk dpt tao!! mesti ikat dea kuat2!! nanak let go!! heheKz...ok aku outZ!! got POA lesson 2 pay 2... TC yat! luf ya!! muackS!

Byte2...(22 juNe 06)

2006-07-05T03:39:00.000-11:00

Dear YAt!!

hm!!! ari yg paling romantis bgi diri akU!!.. we go out agen/....but dis tym...as a coupLe!! hehe... 1st date...@ esplanade agen...e same place..but as a couple... My happiest moment on 22 JuNe 06... smiLe!! :) syg abg!! Aku tk pnh2 seh...alek date lmbt gni!! nk kat kul 9:30pm aku alek! tink...ku tk yah blg ko byk sgt kat sni...g pon nie secondary source kte kn yat...hehe....juz us jek noe...saVe...sweet...cute...romantis....muaackz!!

LoVe,LuF,LuB (20 JunE 06)

2006-07-05T03:19:00.000-11:00

YAT!!!!

YAt!! u wun belive diS!! but its trUe!!!!! weee!!!! hahaha!!! hehe...ok let me begin... ok...niari... aku,diana,zura,sham & ehem.. asyik...hehe...we meet...ok...hes not bad!! gentelmen....loving ar...sweet sak! dari CCK turon tmpt aku!! haiZ!!!untong seh spe dpt dea...byk ku nk cerite kn....tapI...GEREK lar k/r dgn dea!! sbgai abg jek... PaLinG beSt!!!!! hm!! besT dae Of e weeK ageN i guSsed!! hehe!! siOk sak! lek2 dgn dea kat esplande! haha.....tanGan!! mengenyam! bis kasot aku....haha... gerek tao yat!! u sud b in dat situation!! we lauf,we cried 2gther...aw!!! just unforgetable memories 4 me...i just love it!! balik lmbt k aku! haha! kecoh pekwo! it jus FUN & HaPpENInG!! ehem...part nie aku nk blg ko yat... lpas aku alek...

JENG3...LOLX!! kte msg....tewos dea sound aku....ala!! wah... btol2 kejap seh! slm break dgn bai...da dpt asyik...wah2....gerek btol! org da suke sme suke... pitch here,pitch der... sakit tao!! tickle here...tickle der!! haha!! kecoh abiS!!

Org da suke sme suke... ari yg terbahagie bgi ku... da dpt pegannti aru.... 20 juNe roX!! ok... e pain is healing... He is falling apart now... ;P juz so 2 ez 2 forget him...

Hm!! (19o606)

2006-07-05T03:07:00.000-11:00

Ok yat..

Ari nie aku break dgn bai...haha...babi sak.. tkpe lar...ku tk ksh 1 bende pon..harap dea hdop bahagie di samping keluarge dea yg tercinte...hm... met him liao... ok...not bad... cute abis! bkn gemok ehk! haha...lao gemok..ku lari dulu! haha! sundal sak aku...haha! yat2!! ok...me n asyik? well...gettin much beta...meetin him tmR!! :P

FreNshiP wiF Him(16JunE 06)

2006-07-05T02:56:00.000-11:00

Dear yat.....

Our 1yr 6mth noeing each other...hm..prisely..1yr 6mth of being 2gther... suan lar... juz 4get him...no used tinking of him... ok..nk g melbourne? pgi laR! tk heran sak! well...@ e same tym... todae is d best dae of the week...hehe... asyik 2gu ku nyer msg...ishk! tk sangke... hehe... kteorg msg ech other...ikhlas tk dea?? hm..aku tk tao!! biar mase yg tentukn...Hope 2 noe him beta!! Meeting him on Tues!! ;P

At the same tym... todae aku stead ddgn bai... kimek..jap ehk da dpt penganti? haha.. gerek! well im ouTz! ThankS yat!

TraJiKa..(150606)

2006-07-05T02:51:00.000-11:00

Yat....

Ok....ari trajika...aku dgn syful da break....(treatin it as silent break ehk).. actually dea da mtk lbeh awl...tapi aku tkmo..smpai skg dea tk contact aku..hm!! tkpe... consider niari...pertalian kami dgn dea da putus...outZ!

5th mThs

2006-07-05T02:44:00.000-11:00

Dear Yat....

ok....aku now just jotin dwn per yg aku recall khz.... not accurate..lets begin with 14 JuNe.. ok....Our 5th mth...aku rase smpai sni jek hubungan kami...haiZ!! ape nk jadi...jadi lar...

Hm....

2006-06-29T02:51:00.000-11:00

Hye Yat...

im back...hehe...sempat msk.... hm... yat!!! yahoo!!! ku happy seh!!! oh... my boboi... luf me den i luf him... ala!! sweet nyer!!! muacks!!ar.....yat....at last...aku dpt per yg aku nk dgr slame nie dari dea....hahaha!! mimpi ku sudah menjadi kenyataan!!

Sch lyf?? well...ok...cam biase..slalu kne kacau..aiyoZ!!!! tkpe lar..gurau as a fren tkpe...hm....studies...ok not bad..coping up very well... had a great tym...

Tapi2...make me happy most is hm!!! muhahaha!! just love him so much!!!! haiZ!!! sweet lar.....so manjer la kteorg.....hm!!!

My FeeLinGs...

2006-06-26T04:33:00.001-11:00

Hm..my 1st tym writting dis blog...well....not dat familiar...ok..let me start....

Dear yat,
tadi skola...ok boring 2 de jgk..tapi mesti change myself 2 be a beta student.. hehe.. well..i did miss him u noe!! i got dis weird dream wif him...weird yet scary!! our first date @ esplande along the bay....yo...n it all happen...well...yat...ku harap...tkkn jadi mcm g2.. ku syg sak kat dea...piles alot!!! kehadirnye...adakah ini satu ketentuan? he came just on the rite tym... lyk an angle hu hear all my sorrows..gona treasure him though!ar!! cnt 4get e 1st dae gonig out wif him....how lovely it is...afta just broke up wif syful..diao...we broke of...haiz... entah lar... tk tao knape mcm gni aleh2...aneh..lao d jdoh tk kemane..tapi...perpisahan itu..tk ku ingini...tapi nk uat...lao org dah tk sudi,aku pon tk heran... g belambak sak kat luar...juz e rite 1 2 mmg susah la nk dpt.. tapi mesti try jgk.. wish u hapi wif ur sista...stop here..sume da basi.. kenangan jek..2 pon aku tknk ingt 1 bende pn...drewly sucky suck...

Lucky m i 2 haf sum1 lyk hm... Hm... wonder hw is he now!! kinda missing him mre each tym fly...*siaN* banG...su rindu seh...

Yat....ko tao tk...my gulfren nk benti skola..ish!! tknk lar aku....sdeh tau!! asl dea nk quit... n level cert pon lom dpt....yat....tlg ar...aku tk tao nk ckp aper... asl nie...aku harap2..dea tkkn go awy...syg siol kat dea...syg sesgt.....hm!!! naper lar...tiap kali aku syg sesorg 2...mesti d perpisahan yg akn berlaku?? aku tknk psah dgn him or her..they r my pwecious... treasure em lyk how i treasure my famili....yat!!!

Sdeh ar....hm...cumin duty...amin course...ala...leceh seh...mane nk kejar kn study...sjab...hod meeting...ar!! leceh btol...lengit seh...

Well...yat..aku rase smpai disni saje..insyallah aku tulis lgy... da janjy ko how my 1st dae of sch gona b....ok lar syg.... lets kip on wishing n praying 4 me n him!!!

Losta Luf,
SurIa...
muaaCkkz!!
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My FeeLinGs...

2006-06-26T04:33:00.000-11:00

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erm..

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my PweCious

RaNFuL

YayaT!!!

SaddeNeD

HairStLy..

mIss eUU!!!!!

mIss eUU!!!!!

Peristiwa...DiLEmma...arGh..

Lilo waNs SheeKy

CinTa+Por Tuo AmoR+

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5th mThs

Hm....

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